Antisocial

Fuck it.
Life is almost as stupid as the people in it.

I have given up on study.
I dont want to work.
I dont care about the law.
I dont care about advertising the shit i produce
I hate people who constantly update their facebook with generic thoughtless shit.

Fuck everything.

Friday i woke up and went to the psychiatrist to get my mind checked out.
After two hours of unproductive chatter i left in a suicidal state.

By lunch time i had consumed a handful of psilocybin mushrooms.
Several hours later i drank 90ml of condensed mescaline and smoked 2 - 3 grams of cannabis.
At around 9pm i had 100mg of methalone

i stayed awake untill about 11 am on saturday where i slept for the day, and woke up again to go and sell some gear.

On the way to my destination i picked 12 grams of fresh psilocybin sub-cubensis mushrooms, and smoked cannabis.
After that i walked around tagging posts and electrial boxes with a few ink markers.
I considered shoplifting alcohol from a liquor store, but during the walk there realised i was too fucked to act normal enough to steal so retired to a friends house at about 10pm.
At my friends house i ate half the mushrooms, and followed it with a weak dose of mimosa 5meo-dmt, syrian rue tea and a few capsules of various MAO inhibitors.
After smoking cannabis all night i slept at 5am.

I woke up on sunday in the early afternoon to drink more DMT and smoke more cannabis.

Tomorrow i have another appointment at the psychiatrist, i hope he gives me a box of benzodiazepenes.